FOKUS 2011 :D

well it's almost the end of 2010. these are points to pursue in 2011:

1. university of indonesia - faculty of dentistry

2. institute technology of bandung - faculty of civil and environmental engineering

3. great marks for national examination. GRADUATE!

4. avoid procrastination

5. get a scholarship(anything)

6. excels my knowledge

7. fix up my mood

hope i can reach those points.

hold your dreams and don't ever let it go! bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim!

I BELIEVE I CAN! :D :D


makara fkg:



itb ftsl

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show your effort

banyak orang menghalalkan segala cara untuk dapet yang terbaik. ngga pernah mikirin gimana orang lain yang bener2 berusaha keras untuk mencapai sesuatu yang terbaik itu. mereka dengan seenak jidatnya berleha2 tapi tetep dapet hasil yang memuaskan sementara kadang orang yang benar2 berusaha itu gagal dan mendapat hasil yang jauh dari harapan.

apa mereka itu ngga pernah mikirin perasaan orang yang benar2 berusaha? apa menurut mereka hasil itu memuaskan walaupun bukan kerja keras mereka sendiri?

ngga tau deh. yang jelas gue udah kebal sama hal2 kayak gini. sama aja layaknya orang yang udah sering kesakitan maka lama kelamaan sakitnya itu udah ngga dirasa lagi.

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so blue..

have you ever felt like someone is acting differently than usual to you? when she/he is trying to avoid you? i have. believe me you'll feel so awkward. although he's not my 'unyu' but still it's not convenient and i feel so blue. (let's say X)

well it started from when X asked me to do his exercise then i forgot. it was because my 'unyu' came and we laughed together. you know, it's so hard now to meet 'unyu' since we're very busy with our own business. and being with 'unyu' is always entertaining so i prefer joking with unyu then.

unfortunately, X came and asked about his exercise but i said i wasn't done yet. then X turned to be angry with me and i think X is now avoiding me. but actually i didn't do these on purpose. joking with 'unyu' is just like a morfin to me.

oh i do hate this condition. when i realize that someone's trying to avoid me. well, actually this is not the first time. even 'unyu' has ever done the same to me. but then i apologize to unyu and we joke together again.

really, i don't know how to act now.. although it's not unyu, but avoiding is still avoiding. and i hate that.

everyone must have had mistakes. so do i!

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wowow!

hampir 3 tahun sudah gue menjabat sebagai murid di SMAN1 Cilegon. dan ini adalah tahun terakhir gue di SMA pilihan ayah ibu. yahh walaupun sekolahnya "biasa" tapi berkat temen2 yg seru sekolah jadi ngga berasa. tiba2 aja udah kelas 3.

apa??? sekarang gue kelas tiga?? oh nooo! artinya gue ngga boleh berbuat hal bodoh seperti: malas belajar dan pacaran. pokonya jangan sampai ceroboh dan gue harus mencapai target gue yaitu ITB. fufufu.
dan ngga boleh terkena UN syndrome "lagi" kayak pas jaman SMP!

saya mohon doa dari semuanya yaa!!

cheers,

affiva :D

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My Dreams

semua orang harus dan wajib punya mimpi dan cita-cita yang tinggi supaya kita berusaha untuk mencapainya. and so do i. i'll try to apply it on my life so that i can succeed later...
my dreams(in order)..

1. mau banget ikut OSN dan menang

2. dikenal sama guru-guru di sekolah


3. dapet nilai 90 di rapot untuk pelajaran eksak


4. masuk ITB atau FKG UGM jalur utul


5. lulus dengan rata-rata 90


6. belajar bahasa inggris sampe jago sejago-jagonya


7. ikutan debate lagi pas kuliah nanti(harus menang!)


8 lulus kuliah cum laude


9. kerja di tempat yang seru dan tiap taun bisa jalan2 keluar negeri


10. punya pasangan yang sabar, pinter, soleh, baik, dan GA PERNAH bikin gue sakit hati.!!


11. master degree abroad(scholarship).


12. beliin semua yang di mau-in sama ayah dan ibu.


as NIDJI said : Mimpi adalah kunci untuk kita menaklukan dunia. Berlarilah tanpa lelah sampai engkau meraihnya.

bismillahirahmanirrahiim....!! :)



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YOU

i used to have someone that always cheer me up,
make me laugh all the time..
and never disappoint me..

i used to laugh with you whenever i want, whatever i feel..
seems i'm really hooked up with you..
and don't wanna be apart..

but still it used to...

i used to have something to share with you..
you color my story..
assemble all to be the one which i've never thought before..
never crossed my mind.

now . :
i don't know how to feel without you,
how to taste something sweet and exhilirating.
no without you.

I'm not used to be without you..
you're a piece of puzzle that complete my self..
enlighten my mind..
and there is no others..

i wish it could be like how it used to be..
i don't wanna say it used to anymore..
i beg you back.. and color my life like you did..

i beg you...




affiva :)
20.01.10

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elo lagi!

gue berantem lagi!
sama si **.
masalahnya sih sepele. tapi ga tau kenapa dia nyebelin banget. dari semua hari
yang kita lalui dengan berantem, gw ngerasa hari ini dia udah jahat banget ama gue.
sampe bilang di statusnya "ipeh f*ck". lo bayangin aja itu di status!

jahat.jahat.jahat!

tapi kenapa ujungnya malah elo sih yang marah ama gue?
gue jadi ngga ngerti. lo sensi. kayak cewek tau ga!
lo jahat ama gue! jahat.jahat.jahat!

selamat buat elo.
orang pertama yang nulis nama gw di status dengan kasar dan elo orang pertama
yang bilang f*ck ke gue di depan umum, temen2 gue, bahkan ada tante gue juga tuh di facebook!

sekali lagi SELAMAT!


Nb: maaf kalo emang gue nyebelin. tapi setidaknya gw ngga pernah sekasar itu!!



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