show your effort

banyak orang menghalalkan segala cara untuk dapet yang terbaik. ngga pernah mikirin gimana orang lain yang bener2 berusaha keras untuk mencapai sesuatu yang terbaik itu. mereka dengan seenak jidatnya berleha2 tapi tetep dapet hasil yang memuaskan sementara kadang orang yang benar2 berusaha itu gagal dan mendapat hasil yang jauh dari harapan.

apa mereka itu ngga pernah mikirin perasaan orang yang benar2 berusaha? apa menurut mereka hasil itu memuaskan walaupun bukan kerja keras mereka sendiri?

ngga tau deh. yang jelas gue udah kebal sama hal2 kayak gini. sama aja layaknya orang yang udah sering kesakitan maka lama kelamaan sakitnya itu udah ngga dirasa lagi.

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so blue..

have you ever felt like someone is acting differently than usual to you? when she/he is trying to avoid you? i have. believe me you'll feel so awkward. although he's not my 'unyu' but still it's not convenient and i feel so blue. (let's say X)

well it started from when X asked me to do his exercise then i forgot. it was because my 'unyu' came and we laughed together. you know, it's so hard now to meet 'unyu' since we're very busy with our own business. and being with 'unyu' is always entertaining so i prefer joking with unyu then.

unfortunately, X came and asked about his exercise but i said i wasn't done yet. then X turned to be angry with me and i think X is now avoiding me. but actually i didn't do these on purpose. joking with 'unyu' is just like a morfin to me.

oh i do hate this condition. when i realize that someone's trying to avoid me. well, actually this is not the first time. even 'unyu' has ever done the same to me. but then i apologize to unyu and we joke together again.

really, i don't know how to act now.. although it's not unyu, but avoiding is still avoiding. and i hate that.

everyone must have had mistakes. so do i!

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