the sweetest tiramissu

nothing's ever built to last (greenday-21guns)
but when the rain is falling, i don't feel it cause you're here with me (bad english-when i see you smile)
through this world without having you, i just wouldn't have a clue (when i see you smile)
if only you saw what i can see, you'll know why i want you so desperately (one direction-what makes you beautiful)
being the way that you are is enough
if you ever find your self stuck in the middle of the sea, i'll sail the world to find you (bruno mars-count on me)
just like the clouds my eyes will do the same (bruno mars-it will rain)
never plan that one day i'd be losing you (katy pery-the one that got away)you
cause the hardest part of these, is leaving you (MCR-cancer)
when you go, would you have the guts to say: i don't love you, like i loved you yesterday (MCR-i don't love you)

not so important actually.. just wanna write before i'm writing my skill's lab report. ;)

ngga tau sih mau nulis apa. don't really wanna write actually. but i just wanna write anything flooding my mind. you know what month is it? yeah it's april guys! and it is mine, no it's ours actually. cause many people feel so lucky in this month.
starting from this month, i promise i won't look back to the past. i promise i will let go something that used to make me fly but then fell down without any safety landing. well i know letting go is never gonna be that easy. but i believe i can.
it's just like letting basic medical science go. you know, i was kinda suck at biology when i was in high school. while surprisingly basic "mad"ical science brags about biology (esp anatomy and physiology) all the time. i've actually tried to understand it. but i feel like, to many materials to master about and this is so confusing. imagine how do you study 3 systems of body for only 3 days? it doesn't make sense. that's why my first basic medical science's exam was way bad. i got 60. i supposed to be grateful for getting 60 and dont have to get a remedial. but still i feel so ugh!!!
i was just facing the last exam of this basic medical science. i thought it would be better than the first one, instead it was times harder than the first exam! God please gimme the best. you know what is the best for me.

self, i promise in this new block (basic dentistry) i will push myself to study hard. i won't hurt you anymore, self. i'll avoid all things that make me down and stupidly feeling so hurt. i promise... promise...

5-4-12

liburan semester ini tinggal 2 hari lagi. banyak hal memorable yang terjadi diliburan kali ini. gue akan split ke beberapa part okay? check 'em out....

Palembang...
liburan semester 1 tanggal 14-16 januari dibuka dengan liburan ke palembang. yippe. gue over-excited abis. hal yg bikin gue excited sih sebenernya keluar dari pulau jawa. karna maklum aja gue belom pernah sama sekali ngerasain ada di pulau lain selain pulau jawa ini. dan rasanya.. rasanya... sama aja sih *gubrak hahah*

University Day Out 2012 :).. 22 januari 2012
akhirnya ucapan gue taun lalu yang kira2 berbunyi 'tahun ini ikut udo, tahun depan balik lagi jadi panitia pake jaket kuning B)' alhamdulillah tercapai. seneng rasanya bisa berbagi pengalaman ke ade2 kelas yang lagi pada galau jurusan dan universitas (semoga kehadiran kakak bermanfaat ya dek :p). seneng juga ketemu temen2 dengan almamater yang diimpikannya. finy dengan almamater upi nya, andri dan pida dengan almamater ugm nya, bagus dengan almamater undipnya yahh walaupun pengennya jaket kuning but dude, i concede you look great wearing undip almamater :).. habis itu ada moment yang..... memorable!

Dufan.. 1 februari 2012
what a perfect beginning of february huh? gue emang udah berencana ke dufan. udah ngebet banget lah. tiba2 ada yg sms ngajakin ke dufan bareng. jadilah gue ikut. thanks a lot ya buat yg udah ngajakin :). dufan sepi dan asik serasa punya kita2 doang. begitu dateng langsung naik kora2, lanjut halilintar, arung jeram, bumper car dll... well wahana yg paling serem menurut gue adalah halilintar. pengen nangis gila pas udah berenti (oke ini lebay). ada lagi wahana yg bikin badan gue memar: bumper car! serius itu parah. alap2 alias halilintar ulet ijo asik banget. gue sampe naik 3x (ya iyalah ga ada serem2nya -,-). but most of all wahana fave gue tetep niagara. tau kenapa? karena.... hehe emang suka aja sih dari dulu. udah gitu kemaren..... hehe (apa sih)

ITB fair 2012.. 5-6 februari 2012
lagi2 ada 'elo' di liburan gue. gue ke itb fair bareng bagus, idam, okta, aji(cowoknya okta). awalnya gue cuma iseng2 nge tweet (tapi serius gue emang pengen ke itb fair) yang ujung2nya ada yg nge retweet mau ikutan ke itb fair. itu pertama kalinya gue masuk itb. deg2an. masuk ke kampus yang dulu sempet bikin gue marathon belajar dan ambisius abis. tapi jujur gue sedih banget pas berapa hari setelah pulang dari itb fair ada temen gue yg sms 'gakkan lagi gue pergi sama lo.' dia juga bilang ngga nyaman pergi sama gue. FINE! ngga pernah ada yg bilang nggak nyaman pergi sama gue kecuali elo. standing ovation deh ya! :"""(

well, tomorrow i have to go back to Jakarta. I am now ready to face the new semester. sounds challenging. just pray for me and my ipk! o:) fkg ui i'm comiiiiiiiiiiing!!! :D

9-2-2012