the sweetest tiramissu

nothing's ever built to last (greenday-21guns)
but when the rain is falling, i don't feel it cause you're here with me (bad english-when i see you smile)
through this world without having you, i just wouldn't have a clue (when i see you smile)
if only you saw what i can see, you'll know why i want you so desperately (one direction-what makes you beautiful)
being the way that you are is enough
if you ever find your self stuck in the middle of the sea, i'll sail the world to find you (bruno mars-count on me)
just like the clouds my eyes will do the same (bruno mars-it will rain)
never plan that one day i'd be losing you (katy pery-the one that got away)you
cause the hardest part of these, is leaving you (MCR-cancer)
when you go, would you have the guts to say: i don't love you, like i loved you yesterday (MCR-i don't love you)

not so important actually.. just wanna write before i'm writing my skill's lab report. ;)

ngga tau sih mau nulis apa. don't really wanna write actually. but i just wanna write anything flooding my mind. you know what month is it? yeah it's april guys! and it is mine, no it's ours actually. cause many people feel so lucky in this month.
starting from this month, i promise i won't look back to the past. i promise i will let go something that used to make me fly but then fell down without any safety landing. well i know letting go is never gonna be that easy. but i believe i can.
it's just like letting basic medical science go. you know, i was kinda suck at biology when i was in high school. while surprisingly basic "mad"ical science brags about biology (esp anatomy and physiology) all the time. i've actually tried to understand it. but i feel like, to many materials to master about and this is so confusing. imagine how do you study 3 systems of body for only 3 days? it doesn't make sense. that's why my first basic medical science's exam was way bad. i got 60. i supposed to be grateful for getting 60 and dont have to get a remedial. but still i feel so ugh!!!
i was just facing the last exam of this basic medical science. i thought it would be better than the first one, instead it was times harder than the first exam! God please gimme the best. you know what is the best for me.

self, i promise in this new block (basic dentistry) i will push myself to study hard. i won't hurt you anymore, self. i'll avoid all things that make me down and stupidly feeling so hurt. i promise... promise...

5-4-12